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good day ahead amigos.

i dont know if im in depression or not?
I realize Ive became a Workaholic recently.
Therefore,
Neglecting my prayers.
Poor time management.
cant sleep early.
sleep late equates to wake up late.

Time check its 5.07am.
I'm Up early aren't I.
In about a few more hours I will be receiving my o's Results.
It has indeed been a very interesting 2008.
Anxiety is here indeed.
The month of January has indeed been anxiety month for me.
I'm aiming to reach Tp for class 3 by June.
Setting a target at least.
Well,Bike's gonna be ready in like 10 days.
cant wait.
new engine,new ferrings,new tires,new pipes.

Recession really affecting my sales. And most of all its affecting my commission.
but i dont blame them customers.

alright.This week.
Monday:
Go swim and go gym.
Results day.Working Full-shift @ Adidas.
I will do my best to hit 1k at least.
Push and push the promotions.
I dont give a shit about my A.T.V(average transaction Value)..

Tuesday:
Jog.
Apply for Poly through JAE.
Go to work full shift.
Clear some stocks to be displayed to make way for my golf items.
Try my best to do 1k..

Wednesday:
Off day.
Rest as much as I can.
Body fatigue. Lactic Acid seeping into my body.
wake up. clean my room.
clear my mess.
Go for 1 car prac.
and ustadz halim is back to restart our ngaji lessons.
must really buck up Syam.

Thursday:
afternoon shift.
Swim and gym before work.
do stocks.
make sure P/N all cleared and checked.

Friday:
Jog.
Solat Jumaat.
Afternoon Shift.
oh yes... Focus On sales.
Friday babe!

Saturday:
Afternoon Shift
I AIM TO DO 2k.
must must must!


Sunday:
Off day. rot at home.
or meet yana.
enjoy with credit only for one day aje!
borrow mama's Visa?
Next day pay day.

I just realize something.
I hate being nagged when i get older.
Yeap.Mum,Dad,Chris(supervisor).
I really do.
But now i see the point.
They nag for a reason,
They nag because they have too.
then i wondered,no wonder Mama always nag at me like a Tarzan.
and no wonder ayah always look like incredible hulk when he nags angrily at me.
and no wonder Chris is getting old.(haha. hope shes not reading this.)
You cant always have fun all the time.
you'll just end up losing focus.
and i got to stop being a workaholic.
6 times a week? I really got no life for myself.
and i am only a part-timer! but im working like a full-timer.
i'm proud of that.
Month of feb, i gonna cut down to 3 days in a week.
2 on weekday, 1 on weekend.


Well,I gonna turn 19 in like 2 more months.
2008 has been a great turning point for me.
I learn alot.
Money is not about spending,its about surviving.
2009 I really have to start saving.
I spent alot during 2008. REALLY REALLY SPENT.


My bike pracs at UBI.
Dad and cousins told me to take at Bukit Batok.
I didnt want. Too far!
furthermore, I like challenges.I'm very sure I didn't regret going to UBI.
Confident on congested roads I must say.
Well, you can compare the difference between someone who passed at BBDC and me(cdc).
How? go town area or even bugis compare riding skill and confidence.
just stating the fact


I calculated how much I spent there and it amounted to about 900bucks(including enrolment).
Oh well. I took prac 1 twice.
Prac 2 twice.
Prac 3 thrice.
Prac 4 thrice.
Prac 5 five times.(i almost wanted to give up)
Rtt once.
( i couldnt understand why ppl can fail this shit test,its bloody simple. just remember the answers from e-trial test)
Prac 6 twice.(i could have passed once not for my mistake at the stop sign. HAHA! i didnt stop)
Prac 7 once.(I swear it was scary making that U-turn.)
Prac 8 twice.
i had like 5 road revisions and 11 circuit revisions.
Tp was only once.Phew!


The bike itself.
Bike+Insurance= 3.2k + $626= 3.826k
Plus Stickers and Airbrush $50+ $200=$250
Plus 2 evo helmet= $50x2=$100

damn! spend too much.
what next?
i know. my car prac!
I love driving outside.
Haha. funny thing is I bring my riding habits into driving.
till the instructor said "syam,ni bukan motor ehk" after i sped up when traffic light turns amber.
I plan to takeover driving responsibilities from dad.
So that ayah and mama can just sit back and relax.
on family outings i can just be their personal chaffeur.
it annoys me when my cousins who can drive talks about their driving experience.
especially this.

Faris(p-plate driver): itu hari try dgn Subaru Impreza.
Abang Ipul(honda fit driver): haha! itu hari abang ipul kene ajak race dgn Evo.

Annoying to the max.
faris drives like budak gila.
seriously scary.
but okay. im tired now. tc.

Its now 5.32am.
I just woke up.
I miss waking up for school early in the morning.
I clearly miss rushing for the 6.45am 410 bus to get to school.

Soon enough, I will miss waking up for work.
The journey to work.
The MRT or even the SBS Service 54,56,57.


In about a week's time.
I will be receiving my o'level results(2nd attempt).
getting a D7 for maths was such a heartbreaker.
It's time for a change.
Smell the air. good time for a change.
My newyear has just begun after 7 days.
i clearly need to take more responsiblities.

Soon enough i will start to pay for stuffs.
1)The gym.
2)The Bike installment.
3)hp bills.
4)Bike Petrol,Cashcard,2T

year 2009.
trust me when i say 2009 will be a tough year.
Economy truly suck.
Its reflecting through sales you know.
surplus, Adidas management truly Bullshit.
On weekdays the shop opens at 11 and on weekend it opens at 10?
it makes no difference.
really. we open the shop at 10 on weekend and the first customer that walks into the shop will be like 10.30?
Well,I must admit. I am getting tired of working there.
stupid customers.


Letme just point out one thing.
Never ever ever ever ever ask for my staff discount.
Regardless. Even If your my friend.
Really,its annoying. you dont need to ask,once your my friend i will offer it to you.
Even my closest of friends dont ask for discount.


Recently, I got to know someone from tagged.
I understand that person is just as passionate for the brand as i do.
but to be honest,your only an somebody i met throught the internet network.
and we just started talking.

person a: so where do you work?
me: ouh im with adidas as a retailer.
person a: oh boleh dapat discount?


well, my staff discount has a limit of 1k.
its entitled to me for working there.
its almost like I'm using my credit for working there to buy stuff.
what i dont understand however is why people aint respecting it.
People from California Fitness,some random customers, etc etc etc.
i had enough. grrr...
wth?!


and if u wanna noe who had just piss me off.
i shall not name who...
you wanna know.. ask me yourself. i will tell you who..

LOST?
haha...
somewhere at UBI.

Next year,I wanna obtain the class 2A license.
I will skip the idea of getting a class 2A bike like Super4 or CB400.
Then the following year.
I wanna obtain the class 2 license.
I wanna ride the R6(pictures below).thats my aim.my main goal.




How I plan to get it.
SAVE OF COURSE.


I will save 2 dollars.
everyday for the next 2 years.
and everyday top-up 2 dollars inside the fish tank.
and by that time.
im able to down my r6.
yeap.
Life to ride,ride to live.