I did not manage to update for quiet a long time and there are plenty of things to rant about.
Perhaps no inspiration is an excuse on my part.
well well.

Okay.what I've achieve in May.
well ive achieved the certificate for Lifesaving 1,2,3...
and ya manage to clock my everyday training of 3.15mins timing considered the fact that i was horrendous in the beginning.


What happened in May?
Enrolled myself for Class 2b license and yes.
Im currently at prac 6.
only 2 more to go.
Bought a 500bucks helmet for 70 bucks.
Mama's catering business is picking up.
Help Nizam's uncle to rewang for his wedding.
abang Ipul's wedding.
at which point I saw one of the most touching thing ever.
abang Ipul sang the song kaulah sinaran ku to his wife kak Sinar and he sang wholeheartedly till he cried.
he really got the audience.
Ive nva seen that soft side of my cousin sial.


What's gonna happen in June 2008?
i gonna do the bronze medallion and i hope to pass it with flying colours.
i wanna finish my prac by the end of June and apply for traffic police.
i think thats about it.

Nerve-wrecking moments may 2008 or even june 2008:
saw customer fighting with each other.
instructor told to lead the rest of my prac mates.
telling someone how you truly feel but have yet to do it.


Im in low spirit because I don't feel satisfied with myself overall cause I know for sure I'm a much better person that what I am right now.